Thoughts

Sitting here blankly

With nothing to do, at last,

I ponder over my life past

What have I done with my life I think?

Things that have made me proud not shrink

That would make my parents swell with pride

And not compel me to hide

Why do I cry night and day?

When it’s my fault all the way

I wonder in times of sorrow

What lies in the morrow?

Why do we live? To what end?

To be born, to study, to earn, to marry,

To reproduce, to eat, to die

Oh this vicious circle

It goes round and round

In its chains we are bound

It is hopes and dreams that keep us going

That banishes the fear of doing

Tomorrow is a new day

Showing a new way

Thanking and remembering the good lord for all

Lighting a path for success and fall

So follow the path and have a ball.

--Shruti Bhushan

(20.03.2005)

To be or not to be...

Its a strange kind of situation,when one suspects that to go ahead and to participate in a certain event most probably will not produce the wished for results (It is after all human nature to pine away(wishing) for the unattainable).
I think my situation is somewhat similar- I'd love to get a job, love to get an MBA degree, love to go abroad so I am endeavoring to achieve at least one of these goals. Now I got a call from an MNC for a walk-in. So logically I said "why not? No harm in trying, is there?:0" But the crux of the matter is that i have not prepared, since i got only half a days prep period. How the hell do i clear the damn thing. Honestly- "I have no freaking idea!!!!:(" Im leaving it all to luck......